Suicide bombers here in Lebanon have become a normal way of life. Just today as I was headed out to a meeting, we heard a loud explosion. First thing i do, I log on to Twitter and wait for the news surely enough within minutes. Mohamed Yehia @yeh1a Follow #lebanon explosion thought to be a car bomb in Haret Hreik S #Beirut 11:14 AM - 21 Jan 2014 I moved back to Lebanon (I never lived here) in 2010 to be with my sick father, but I don't know how much more of this crap I can take. I am desperate to get some work Permit for any other country to get the freak out of here, but at the same time my conscious can't leave my sick father and my mother taking care of him. Of course my father is stubborn and wants to die in his country. How long do I stay? 35 years old not married and basically dedicating my life to my parents and this freaked up country.